
I love you
with all the twisted desire in my addict heart
I crave your touch like needle kisses
veins full of junk, tracks on my back
from your nails
I can’t get enough
My hands snake across your naked skin
moist, hot, rising and falling
I inhale your fragrant moans
chasing dragons down your throat
feeling bliss and finding hell in this love triangle
I can’t get enough
I’ve sworn off you.
But I know how that ends:
in the melancholy songs unsung by vibrant and contented beings
I get high, when you’re nearby
I taste violence in our wrathful exchanges
poison, jealous barbs and sexual sparring
I can’t get enough
I hug you, embrace you, try to stuff you into my darkness,
hoping to fill up the cold void in the grave of my heart,
longing for some unknown freedom I think I’ve tasted
on your lips, or from the bottle or the barrel or the pipe
You know I can’t get enough.